feel tired.

im burst. i couldnt control myself. damn sad. indescribable feelings. because she is my friend. i love her but never expect she would do those things to me. i rarely hate people. once i refused to see her face, that means IT WORST!!!

but ALHAMDULILLAH. thanx to Ety n Ijat for ur consolation. i feel relieved now. you gurls made me think back memories we went together n made me think off the 'AKHLAK of RASULLULLAH'. talk bout wat we hv gone through in our usrah. it was a turning point of me to accept people the way they are n never throw anger abruptly. really appreciate it Ijat n Ety. I LOVE MY FRIENDS. thats is why i was VEEERRRYYY UPSEETT when she did bad things to me. i dun care if u think u are good than me. i dun care if u r younger than me. i dun care if u wanna be overshadowed in our team. but please respect me as your friend. ur close friend u've ever known.

but tonite is the witness that i can be natural with u. seemed like nothing had happened. don want to make things worst. i still love u but i have to beware behind the curtain.

n tonite is the nite where the uneasy feeling came deep inside of my heart. i just recuperated from that illnessess, but then it came through a 'message' dat actually i hated to reply. slowly digging back my hard times to forget that person. huh!wth.

however, the best things was our batch (tesol cohort 2) had presented our  token of appreciation for our juniors tonite. applaused by our beloved lecturers. hehe. proud2. thanx to ALLAH made my life easy. ALHAMDULILLAH.

continue later.